My laptop is broken
I don't know how to blog from my phone
And add photos
And that changes the format of this space
And i feel broken too.
I need to go for a other iron infusion
And even though i know they are working
And my iron levels are improving
I do not want to go
I do not want another iv in my already
Sore and tiny arm
The whole procedure makes me feel broken
I am taking a little class
And yesterday the assignment
Was to list everything i wanted to learn
Anything at all
But for 10 whole minutes
You know, a free writing exercise.
I lasted 4 minutes
And i felt broken.
I can write long and fast but not
For that exercise apparantly.
I have a friend who is hurting
And another who is lonely
And one who is sick
And despite all the love i give
I can not fix them
And i too feel brokeas a result.
I intended just to check in
And tell you my laptop was broken
And the space here might be quiet
But i think perhaps
I needed to ask for grace
As i recognize that i am broken too.