i've been listening to myself carefully
looking for patterns and such.
listening to the words that play in my head
and i've caught onto the fact that i am telling myself or at least belieiving at least two lies.
goodness knows, there could be millions more
but i am in enough trouble with these two so i am going to stop looking for a while.
lie number 1
"i can't afford wellness"
lie number 2
"speaking truthfully about how you feel is complaining"
i am fascinated by myself and the crazy stuff that goes on in my head against my better judgement but obviously these things happen and now that i have caught myself
i have to figure out what to do next.
oh, and see that pie?
it lied too...
or at least the sign posted next to it did.
looking all delicious and boasting organic and wholesome.
and maybe even ethically made.
worst pie ever.