Trying to find up...

Mondays are often tough for me

they seem to be full of readjustments

and leftover exhaustion from the

weekend,

which often didn't go as planned

as i am usually recovering

and not living the creative

adventure filled life that

i dream of.

but today,

wow!

today was a turn me upside down kinda day

and i am trying

quietly and timidly

to get back up again

there is alot to be grateful for today

right under my nose,

but i am refusing,

in my turned upside down state

to notice and be grateful

as i for some reason instead cling

to my bad day senario

that i am playing.

so here i am

to say

that i am trying to find up.

right now i am going to grab

a pen and paper

and make a list

of all that is good

in my life.

i shall post the list tomorrow

and we

can be amazed at my wonderful life together!