right now..a list

 

i am canning applesauce;

 grateful i wore shoes being i splashed scalding water all over the floor

 

i am feeling a bit of mounting guilt as i have prepared nothing fabulous for our anniversary today. even though we agreed we were both exhausted from the weekend and would celebrate another day,

that doesn't feel right so i am starting to fret.

 

i am happy to be hanging laundry even though it is October...

the white tableclothes from last night's dinner are enjoying a free bleach

 

i am pretty happy that my living room is clean because i think we are going to be couching it tonight

and eating yummy cake.

 

i am eating.

this is not necessarily a good or bad thing.

it is what it is.

i love applesauce cake.

so much.

 

i have not been able to be in my journal for 3 or 4 days and i miss the time spent there

 

the sky is a brilliant blue

and there are a few sunflowers left in my garden speaking to the sky

secrets that i can't hear.

 

i am working on being brave.

 

that's my right now.

what does yours look like?