i knew i loved this space.

i just didn't reilize how much

until this morning

when

for some reason

unkown to me

i was logged out

and unable to log back in.

hannah tried. gideon tried.

i kept that sensless trying that you know isn't going to help

but you do it anyway,

feeling yourself get all worked up and upset.

yup.

i had visions of never blogging again.

of losing my story

that i have so vulnerably typed away here in this space.

i, of course,

imagined

disapointing people

by not showing up.

oh ,it was pretty classic

tania.

then i stepped away.

decided that my life would indeed continue

blog or no blog

and besides, i needed to get myself together

i am having company any moment now.

how would i be able to explain my frenzy

over something as simple and replaceable as a blog.

of course, stepping away always helps solve the problem at hand

and here i am.

good as new.

heart rate has returned to normal and i am happily

pounding out my thoughts. 

so what i reilized

is that this is a valuable place for me.

it serves a purpose in my life

and has a role to play.

thank you for joining me.

oh! i also figured out how to respond to comments..

finally,

so if you do leave comments..i can respond!

yay!

and for those of you who don't have accounts,

you can always leave comments as annonymous and just add your name to your comment

(just in case you didn't know, like i didn't)