the start of new beginnings...

i love the new year

and all the potential

that seems to be waiting for

me.

i love making lists

of projects

and plans

and i bubble

with the enthusiasm of fresh starts.

yesterday we packed up the daycare

and

there were moments where i found myself

staggering under the sadness

that i felt

but slowly as the day progressed

i was able to see beyond

the undoing

and begin

to imagine

the possibilites!

today there is patching

and painting

and sorting

taking place all around me

and my mind is full of ideas

full of wishes and hopes for the new spaces

we are creating

in our home.

i have a

sparkling,

 crisp new notebook

just waiting for the janaury lists to arrive

new ideas

new dreams

and so many

possibilites are awaiting me!