this moment

this moment

is like no other.

don't miss it.

remember it.

love it.

and if you don't love it,

change it

and if you can't change it

then learn to embrace it.

this moment

has something amazing

right now.

 i know it does.

and i want to capture it.

this moment

isn't coming back.

ever.

i am being forced

to sit in the moments.

forced because eventually our bodies tell us what to do

by getting stronger or getting weaker.

either way,

our bodies carry alot of influence

and mine is telling me

in a most firm voice

that sitting is the only option.

and so i am

sitting in the moments.

yesterday, when i was forced to sit in a moment

i found myself surrounded by four small souls,

all hugging me at the same time.

it was a little love fest

and my heart soaked up that lovely goodness.

oh my,

it soaked it up.

today,

i am sitting in pain

and allowing my dear Thaddeus

to be my hands and feet

and he is going to be surrounded by that loving goodness.

being forced to sit

prevents me from being in control

chasing after the wandering lost one

i am having to trust more than ever before

having to sit

is clearing time for me to pray.

to seek. to ask. to wonder. to thank. to marvel. to gasp.

to be.

this moment is full.